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Sunday, December 09, 2007

It's not that i'm super sad or anything.
i just need this outlet to blab all i want to.
it's not just pure ranting, cos i hope it does make some sense.
work isn't what i thought it would be.
somehow, plans made after my exams turned different
but i went through it.

however, i did some reflections.

It's not that i hate the corporate world or i'm giving up.
i KNOW i would have to enter it somehow.

when i am older.

When i'm older, i'll go through what i go through now
I would work in this type of environment
I know i have to, because that's what adults do.
and i really won't have a choice because i have responsibilities to fulfil.
because i won't be 18 anymore.

but before that happens, i want to be 18.
I want to do stuff which i know i would never have a chance to in future.
I want to scoop icecream.
yes i know that may sound immature and stupid
but i just want to do it.
because i would not have a chance to anymore.
even if i want to in future.

I know i'll have to work in a big corporation in future.
But give me time
let me do what i want to now without any regrets.
Let me be 18
Let me have fun working.
Let me have my own plans.

when i am older, i will have a fair share of what i'm doing now.
but for now, just let be do simple jobs like scooping ice cream.

because when i'm older, i know it's impossible.

5:21 AM


Cheryl Leow
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