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Sunday, July 31, 2005

I've got a new hair cut. My unkempt hair has now turned into this clumps(fine i'm overdoing it). well.. at least.. my hair ain't distracting now. Or messy(TAKE THAT MR CHEW).

HAH.

I've just realized i've not done my english summary.

5:21 PM

Saturday, July 30, 2005

Sometimes, we all get lost. Living life aimlessly, wondering what's going on. When we don't seem to know what's going on, we'll be in despair. Yes. And that happened to me.

Well.. i've realized that i am not in control. God is. And when i try to be( yeah i know.. a smart alec)things just don't go right. And of course, we all find someone to blame without actually wanting to find out the cause of it and amend it. That's running away. And yeah. I'm guilty of that too.

I wonder what made me feel so depressed lately. I can blame it on stress. I can also blame it on my stupidity. I can blame it on everything. But i choose not to now. So what if i do? Would things get done? No.. i don't think so. Wallowing is self pity and being deluded would not allow me to get all the grades i want. And wanting to do it all by myself isn't going to either.

I need to focus. And pray. Somehow, no matter how bad life may seem.. it ain't THAT bad.

Wow. I feel enlightened.

10:10 PM

Friday, July 29, 2005

In a state of paranoia.

Well.. almost there actually. So. Guess what, i almost got disfigured today.
Before i get to that, here's some background knowledge.

Cheryl was happy(well not exactly) and healthy(not exactly either) when she went to school today. Some mysterious influenza virus had diffused into her bloodstream causing her endless sneezing which started during the Lit lesson. Of course it wasn't that bad. It must have been the stress which had reacted with her weak immune system which precipitated into a nasty cold which is curable in excess medication and sleep. However, sad thing is, both were not available at that time.

Okie, it was at the chemistry lab when i was doing some salt analysis thing when i had to get some conc. HCl. When i had in it my test tube, i felt a HUGE sneeze coming. I practically ran to the test tube holder and placed it there before bursting into my sneezing fits. Good thing nothing bad happened. Thank God of course.

Well.. now that my sneezing fits are not exactly cured yet.. i tink bumming around in front of a computer would not really help. So take care ppl and yeaps.. work hard.

Adieu. And God Bless.

PS. I got a disgusting parchment reminding us on our prelim dates. Life is so depressing.

5:35 PM

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

When i was walking home today, i really pondered on many things. In fact, the whole world flooded my mind.

I just realized how big a trouble i was in. YES. BIG. Humongous, gargantuous, elephantine, fine. just big. I'm running a race. And everyone's like so much ahead of me. And i'm lagging behind. And all the while i did not realize it. This race, is real long and hard. To win i have to put in so much effort.

And i have to finish it.

5:00 PM

Monday, July 25, 2005

Something happened today which kinda set me thinking for a while.

It's something about avoidance. If we choose to avoid something and not face up to it, rather than face up to it and come out of it much stronger, we actually are running away.

Some may think that christians should not read harry potter, but i beg to differ. What we are reading is basically just a fiction book. Made up of fictitious characters. Yes, i agree that living in a world of magic is what many want to do. But i believe that no matter it all, harry potter teaches us something. There is no perfect place on Earth. No matter how people create an ideal place, there will always be bad and evil. We cannot run away from it. Harry may have gotten out of many wrong things he did, like attacking malfoy or even lying. However, i believe he paid the price by losing all the loved ones around him. Besides, who can judge us on Earth? We may be able to lie and deceive everyone one Earth, but can we do the same to God? no.. ultimately we still have to await judgement when the time comes.

A case scenerio. Someone who is trapped in a plastic bubble for 5 years, away from this sinful world says that he is sinless for 5 years after he comes out. Another person, who is living in this sinful world, says that he is sinless after he lives there for 5 years. Now, who is the one who is really sinless? The one who doesn't know what sin is and not commit it, or the person who KNOWS what sin is and yet not commit it. I guess the answer is obvious.

Well.. i guess this is just a thought for the day. Ciaos and time to hit the books again.

4:50 PM

Friday, July 22, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIEW LING.

It was Siew ling's birthday today. Yayees. I just love birthdays.

And chocolate chip muffins. -slurps-

yum yum.

PS. I don't like basil. It was really embarrassing today if u ask me.

5:26 PM

Thursday, July 21, 2005

I feel sleepy.
Dumbledore's death is taking it's toll on me.
Lit mock was not good.
I was one of the first to finish.
It was not a good thing.
Cos i don't have much to write on.
I still feel sleepy.
Goodnight.

-dozes off-

9:28 PM

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Another dandy day has passed. Whoa. Today was like.. loads of laughter in school.

EP was the best. Eliza and Huda was like.. totally hilarious. And all of us formed some D club.

ELiza-deluded
Weething-deranged
Huda-disgusting
Miaw hui-disfigured
Me-disillusioned
Priscilla-demented

And oh yeah. Are u dumb or dumb? LOL. And retards thing.

Signing off
C

8:22 PM

Monday, July 18, 2005

Someone keep me from being depressed today. I hate sad Harry Potter endings.

Maybe i'm not dandy anymore. Sighs.

Bahahah. Tml's the concert. Good thing i did away with the flower thing. Imagine jo's reaction?? She'll freak out!! Whoops.

Something really dumb happened today. Huda, Pris, Miaw Hui and i gotten the hang of BANGING into each other deliberately. Such a sight when we were like in laughing FITS and walking past classrooms. And my.. the squashing of Eliza was really funnie. Best part: it was meant to hurt. she said it felt good. like a massage. Bahahha. Must be the Octopus skin.

Okie, i better stop crapping rite now. Cos i feel good enough to star in a panadol ad. And i mean BEFORE i'm supposed to take the medication. which is not a really good thing.

Bye folks and Adieu.

9:12 PM

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Hey all.

Just felt like changing the link.

tata~

7:42 PM