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Thursday, July 27, 2006

Just typing this short post since i'm like kinda rushing to do that EOM.

Tests are really flooding back.. and oh, the feeling of tiredness and numbness in my legs whenever i come home.

AND CHERESA IS TALKING ALOT. AS IN, ALOT.

Not that i'm complaining of course, BUT SOMETIMES I DO.

Especially when she's w****ning away. Haha but i told her to keep her eyes peeled, someone near might just be the one!

Ahahahaa, ooooo parent teacher conference on sat. Haha i really wonder what my parents would say when they see my teachers. I HOPE NO NEGATIVE COMMENTS THOUGH.

Ooo okay like i said this is a short post, any longer and it'll be LONG POST.

AND PEOPLE. VIENNA BOYS CHOIR WOULD BE COMING TO TOWN. PAEDOPHILES AND MUSIC LOVERS, WATCH OUT FOR IT!

3:36 AM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Life is just returning back to normal. And why do i actually say it's normal? cos *SNAP* honeymoon period's over. It's time to study. Tests have come flooding back. Even the hoover dam can't stop this flood.

But i'm still having fun :)

Who says u can't have fun in a midst of dreaded tests. MAKE IT FUN :) Yeaps, i believe there is definitely an art to making studying fun. Something which only nerds can master. BUT NO MATTER. For i am going to master it too. And guess what? I am going to let it soar to greater heights. I AM GNG TO ENJOY STUDYING WITHOUT BEING A NERD :)

Ahhhhh positive attitude. Something which is really really lacking in me for the past few days. Hahaha, i want to be TRULY TRULY positive. Not being positive air headedly going.. TODAY IS GOING TO BE A HAPPY DAY! ahhhh SUNSHINE :)

HAHAHAHA. Yeaps, so i'm gng to practice and master the art of making studying fun. And happy. And exciting.

Ooo, my heart's thumping already. -rubs hands in glee-

I AM GOING TO STUDY!

4:43 AM

Saturday, July 22, 2006

I shall blog.

Okay i blogged :)

6:07 AM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Hello people :)

Haha AS U CAN ALL SEE BY NOW, i've changed my blog layout. HAHAHA. Yeaps, like amisha said, FINALLY :)

I'm quite happy today, because i passed my terms! My greatest fear is failure and i really don't wanna fail and i'm really glad i didn't. I shall promise to work harder and do my best, cos two years would pass really fast and i REALLY WANNA DO SOMETHING WHICH I WANNA DO.

Okay right. So i STILL have yet not decided what to do with my life. I only know what i DO NOT want to do with my life. I have thought of three jobs which i know i'll never be

1) GHOSTBUSTER
2) Engineer
3) PE TEACHER

So, as a confused teenager, i guess i'll have to work really hard so as to not be left with choices which i don't wanna choose. So, being the typical kiasu Singaporean, i'll have to study hard. I really do admire those who already know what they want in life. sighs.

I don't mind being a tai-tai, or just a rich housewife. I'm not a naturally hardworking or proactive person, i just do it cos i have to do it or maybe everybody's doing it.

Have to find an inspiration and aspiration. Now all i think of is living confortable and happily. No proper goal.

AND I'VE GOT A NEW EYE CANDY :) And i love johnny depp. oooo he's so hot.

5:57 AM

Monday, July 10, 2006

Wowee, back from the hiatus.

Okay not much of a hiatus, i erm well crashed my previous computer and that's why i have not been blogging. Or being online as often as i used to be.

The drastic exams are over, and the results can be really really disheartening. I mean we get like twenty percentage passes in class, or even worse, 3 in a whole class for econs. Sometimes i wonder if the paper is uber hard or maybe it's the standard of the students. I cannot really question the standard of the students cos i see people getting like almost full marks for tests consistently and i can't see how or why they can actually fail an exam. So if the paper is seriously too hard, then why is the school allowing it to happen?

Most people would say, motivation. I have no idea, but i beg to differ. Maybe it's because people work differently. But i'll say that this method really would not work for me. U see, i feel that the better i do, the more confidence i have and with more confidence comes the motivation to study harder and attempt the harder questions faced. This is called progression. Not being thrown into a sea of ridiculously hard questions and expect oneself to swim with ease. No float is given and mind u, this sea isn't the dead sea. Students struggle and what happens? They leave so many questions blank, wondering if they have really studied when they actually did do their best. They get disheartened and as time passes by, they won't even bother to try cos the feeling of " there's no point trying, i can't do it" sinks in.

THAT'S WHY THINGS SHOULD GET PROGRESSIVELY HARDER. Not from the start. Scaring students like that isn't going to work. Maybe some people just get this perverse sadistic pleasure of failing the whole cohort. But is that what is going to push students harder? Really, these students not only have to face their parents at home, but their peers in other schools. What would they think? I cannot imagine.

That aside, Italy won the world cup. And i supported France. Cos i love that country. Haha. And my friends and i were discussing that day having Singapore host the world cup would be a REALLY BAD IDEA. Haha imagine at the stadium, say Singapore vs England. I bet not only the English supporters would be there cheering their guts out for their country, and what about us? Cheering for the english too! What a sight. Haha really Singapore in the world cup by 2010? Cool. Anyway my friend shared with me that in the group stages, singapore was ranked third in their group. I was like COOL! Well, it was until i found out that there were FOUR countries in a group. So singapore was basically 3/4. Well, improvement anyway, so next world cup, they can get in. I shall be anticipating that.

Oh and i love johnny depp. He's so hot. Can't wait till pirates of the caribbean opens.

7:15 AM