
Saturday, August 26, 2006
I just realized that i haven't been posting for a long time already. Hahaha yeah i'm like REAL LAZY but sometimes i feel that my events of the day aren't really blog-worthy enough.
Right, so today was quite a happy day as i had CELL (: Sometimes when u feel ur spiritual life is going down down down and then u need some form of a LIFT. Yes and that's when cell comes it. Cell today was fun, we were all making fun of each other. Andris the airhead, and me the.. well yeah.. FALLING DOWN THE STAIRS. ( i'm really sorry for laughing at u denise, but luckily mine wasn't at esplanade HAHA)
We learnt of running away from our mistakes and lies and this really made me think. I realized for all my past life i have been constantly running away from all the mistakes i make, lying my way through so many things and then using lies to cover them up again. whenever i think of it, i truly shudder.
But then again i don't have much courage to own it up now as i'm really afraid of the people looking at me differently. But i know truly for sure now that no matter what i do, how ashamed i am and how terrible i become, my Father up there doesn't love me one bit less.
Hahah we had the bbq next and gotta talk to my dearest friends(: I love ronnie, andris, evan, jiani and my BESTIE AARON. Hahahaha yes i love EVERYONE, not only them. U get away from the real world when u're with them because politics and all wouldn't exist.
hahaha i think this post is getting like long. And i'm really tired. In fact, i'm zonking out in front of this computer. ahaha nitey people and CIAOS (:
8:45 AM