Saturday, August 26, 2006
I just realized that i haven't been posting for a long time already. Hahaha yeah i'm like REAL LAZY but sometimes i feel that my events of the day aren't really blog-worthy enough.
Right, so today was quite a happy day as i had CELL (: Sometimes when u feel ur spiritual life is going down down down and then u need some form of a LIFT. Yes and that's when cell comes it. Cell today was fun, we were all making fun of each other. Andris the airhead, and me the.. well yeah.. FALLING DOWN THE STAIRS. ( i'm really sorry for laughing at u denise, but luckily mine wasn't at esplanade HAHA)
We learnt of running away from our mistakes and lies and this really made me think. I realized for all my past life i have been constantly running away from all the mistakes i make, lying my way through so many things and then using lies to cover them up again. whenever i think of it, i truly shudder.
But then again i don't have much courage to own it up now as i'm really afraid of the people looking at me differently. But i know truly for sure now that no matter what i do, how ashamed i am and how terrible i become, my Father up there doesn't love me one bit less.
Hahah we had the bbq next and gotta talk to my dearest friends(: I love ronnie, andris, evan, jiani and my BESTIE AARON. Hahahaha yes i love EVERYONE, not only them. U get away from the real world when u're with them because politics and all wouldn't exist.
hahaha i think this post is getting like long. And i'm really tired. In fact, i'm zonking out in front of this computer. ahaha nitey people and CIAOS (:
8:45 AM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
Ahahaha i'm back to blog (:
I love smiley faces. Somehow it reminds us to keep on smiling and be positive. I have to be positive, i feel bugged by the rest of the world these few days. Grit my teeth and hold on.
ahhh right! My brother's band is playing challenge the skies and heavens above. Reminds me of the times in unity. ahhhhh memories.
Hahaha yesterday went for this acapella concert at geylang church of christ. Brought keen and jade and keen was sitting with me. He was real cute and ANDRIS LIKES HIM. Hahaha. Okay and when they were singing ' SHINE JESUS SHINE'. Oh no, he started asking questions. One thing about him, i don't mind him asking questions. Thing is, i have no answer to his questions.
-acapella group singing SHINE JESUS SHINE-
Keen: Peiwen jie-jie why can Jesus shine?
Me: erm. Because he can? I dunno.
Keen: Is it because he has the shiny shiny circle thing on his head? (he was referring to a halo.)
Me: Well.. erm maybe. Something like that.
Keen: My friend said he died. Then he was alive. WHY?
Me: Because He's special. He's the son of God
Keen: Then if i die i can be alive again? IS IT?
Me: WELL. Not exactly but something like tat?
Keen: Then i can go to heaven. like power ranger *some funny sound effect* up there?
Me: OKAY I REALLY DUNNO. why not u wait till the thing is over then ask that jie jie there? -points to andris_
Lucky for her, he forgotten all about it.
6:19 AM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Weeeeee back to blog.
Yes, i was sick for the past few days and i had a dream. YES another dream.
Went for cell yesterday and hahaha, sheena was so funny! Sheena gives really funny replies these few days. Just few days ago, i had this online convo with her and this is how it goes:
Me: HEY SHEENA :) Do u have cao cao?
Sheena: the song?
Me: no, the person.
Sheena: HAHAHAHAHA. OH.
Yes, and yesterday, ahahahaha, we wanted to go watch fireworks. Andris said that the best view was from the merlion. Then sheena went, 'Okay! Let's go kallang then!'. Ahahahah. SHEENA GOH!!! MERLION IN KALLANG. Ahahahahaha.
But i love her all the same. Shermaine too :)
Had this sore eye today. I felt like an albino rabbit. ooo hoppity hop. AND I BOUGHT NATHAN HARTONO'S CD. Ahahahahaha, it was really funny at the music store that day.
Me: urm. Do u have nathan hartono's cd? Jazz singer. Local.
Salesgirl : erm, who? Nathan?
Me: yah. Nathan. LOCAL.
Salesgirl: erm, nathan from hi-5?
Me: *SMACKS FOREHEAD8
HAHAHAHA nathan from hi 5! I think pris huda and miaw hui would laugh like crazy. Nathan from hi-5. RIGHT.
4:47 AM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Yes, i'm back to blog after a rather long time of not blogging. It's not that i don't wanna blog or something, i just can't find anything to talk about.
OOO and it's NATIONAL DAY TODAY!
I'm not exactly in a festive mood now because... well because i don't know why. It's probably the first time in years not actually watching the parade. Yeaps, i don't exactly enjoy the dance parts and all but i ALWAYS love the march in. Yeaps, and i didn't even watch it this year.
Maybe i'm just in a really really bad mood. Please don't ask me why. Someone's just irritating me. Like real badly.
Anyway, at least there's something interesting to do. Like reading PERSUASION. Yes, i'm actually reading the actual novel and it takes me a REALLY REALLY long time to get the whole story figured out. And watching PRINCESS HOURS too. Ahahaha i think the only reason why mummy allows me to watch it is because she watches it too!
I'm actually addicted to CAO CAO. I can't believe this. Ahahaha. I think the best part is actually not understanding what the whole song is actually about and just singing along because i printed out the hanyu pinyin lyrics :)
I feel so pro in chinese!
6:11 AM
Friday, August 04, 2006
Superhumans. Sometimes it might be really really cool to be one.
I wish i could fly like superman. Then i won't have to take planes and feel the wind in my hair.
I wish i could orb like paige from charmed. Then i would never ever be late.
I wish i could travel back in time and to the future, then i get great sneak peeks!
I wish i had superbrains so that i would never need to study yet do so well
Yes, i wish i wish. These things never come true anyway. No matter how much i wish, i can never orb like paige, or fly like superman. But we all still wish anyway, somehow, it feels cool when i imagine myself orbing here and there. FREE LIFTS TO ANYONE!
Not in the best of moods lately. I think most people know why. SIGHS SIGHS SIGHS.
Why do things really have to be so bad???
8:14 AM