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Sunday, February 26, 2006
I feel as if i'm losing the determination and motivation to do anything these days.
Everytime i say i want to do something, i end up not doing it. Maybe just halfway finishing it. Everything seems to hard. I'm beginning to feel really distracted. At the start of the year, i promised myself to achieve excellence in my CCA, piano and studies. And guess what?? All are in the pits. Someone smack me and wake me up. Urgh.
Maybe i'm suffering from some sort of bipolar depression. I seem so high at one point and the next, i'm just down in the doldrums. I see people around me studying to hard and all, yet i'm still wandering. I guess if i really want to succeed, i must finish all these by this week :
1) all unfinished tutorials
2) revise all lectures for maths, chem and bio
3) practice my beethoven sonata 3rd movement (stop playing the first, u're seriously not moving on)
4) START GETTING USED TO THE TIMPANI. And play it properly
5) FIND USHERS. And email the other church youth leaders.
6) Start getting the fact that honeymoon period is over.
I have to start. Now.
8:42 PM