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Tuesday, October 18, 2005
I'm starting to get afraid. Really afraid. And lost somehow.
Now i really understand. How is it like how there. It always seems as if i can't do things right. I got a B for chinese, i officially flunked the first part of my bio question. And my goals and dreams just seem so far.
It seems as if i'm in this long dark tunnel. I know how i'll turn out at the end if i continue to run and reach the light for i can see the light. But, i'm trying to force myself to run. I've started running, but, how long can i continue? It's only now that i really feel the stress, and the fears.
Whenever i have an O level exam, i come home and my parents would ask me"how is it?" And never once i told them it was fine. I don't want to continue to disappoint them and it's not that i never study and all. But somehow, things just never seem to go right. I just feel that i'm beginning to crumble inside.
I really pray, fervently pray, that the Lord would give me all the strength i need. I know He will. And somehow, that just gives me some hope.
6:08 PM