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Friday, October 28, 2005

I miss the class whiteboard. And i'm serious. Not kidding.

Went back to school to study today. Quite productive. Did literature and seriously, the more i read the book, the more i hate helena kingshaw. She's really a tragedy. Devoid of love for her own son. Which mother could ever ever say 'it's alright' when she sees her son, dead in the water. She must be some psychopath.

Teck han is so so funny. The things he does are, lame and childish. But all in the name of his childlike behaviour. He finishes his food and pats his chest, saying, 'i'm full'. I mean chest? Don't the food all go into the stomach? Whahahaha, and he leaves the food court after that, buying pancakes along the way, abt 5 min after saying he's full. Really, he's funny.

Russell left for aussie land yesterday. I miss him. Whahahahahaha.

Time to hit the lit book again. Ciaos.

10:56 PM

Sunday, October 23, 2005

Grad nite just happened on friday night. It was sad really, and i never thought that it would hit me THAT hard. Nope, i didn't cry. But it was bad enough to make me miss everyone in unity. All my friends. Class 47, fivestones and ALL OF THEM.

I know during our everyday life we're always gng about how much we hate unity and all. Morning talks, mr chew and his hair obsession, the building which someone seems to always fall apart and THE LACK OF TOILET PAPER! Whahahahaha. Yeaps, all. But when u look back and think, walk past the building again, maybe u might feel a little stirring of emotions. Cos it's the place which brought you to where u are now. And it was the place where u have met people who made an impact on ur lives. Most of us probably wouldn't want to come back. But if we do, don't u feel that everything would be different? We can't walk around the school, giving smiles and saying hi to people we know. Friends making jokes along the way, copying homework in the morning. Teachers telling us to study hard. Or mr shamugum giving one of his pep talks. again.

So u see, all this cannot be replayed. They can only be kept as memories. But fond memories. Cos 10 years down the road, we look back, and we really would laugh and think about all the crazy things we did. The school would only be but an empty shell if there weren't u all in it. A school isn't a building. People make up the school. The same way all of u make up my life.

I love my CCA, symphonic band. And because of that, i got to know my crazy but beloved juniors. They really rock and can really crack me up with the silly things they do. And i'll come back, i promise.

I love 47. We always have fun somehow and make fun of different people. Yeaps, we always know when to play and when to study. When we play, we go all out to have fun. And when we study, it's also a full fledge mugger style right?

I love all my friends. I totally love u all. I have known all of u for at least a year. And never once i regretted being ur friend. U all would definitely not be forgotten.

So people, remember, life is all about saying hi and goodbye. But i'm not saying this goodbye yet. Cos to me, it's not goodbye. It's just a stage where we would go about our different lives before meeting again sometime. So take really great care and God bless =)

4:52 PM

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

I'm starting to get afraid. Really afraid. And lost somehow.

Now i really understand. How is it like how there. It always seems as if i can't do things right. I got a B for chinese, i officially flunked the first part of my bio question. And my goals and dreams just seem so far.

It seems as if i'm in this long dark tunnel. I know how i'll turn out at the end if i continue to run and reach the light for i can see the light. But, i'm trying to force myself to run. I've started running, but, how long can i continue? It's only now that i really feel the stress, and the fears.

Whenever i have an O level exam, i come home and my parents would ask me"how is it?" And never once i told them it was fine. I don't want to continue to disappoint them and it's not that i never study and all. But somehow, things just never seem to go right. I just feel that i'm beginning to crumble inside.

I really pray, fervently pray, that the Lord would give me all the strength i need. I know He will. And somehow, that just gives me some hope.

6:08 PM

Monday, October 17, 2005

It's the O level bio practical tomorrow. And i'm a little afraid. Tried drawing the apple, corn and angsana. Well, it must have looked pretty terrible because it showed it to my mum. She thought my angsana was a SPERM CELL and my corn was a BABY? And both of them don't remotely resemble the angsana or corn seed. And my apple? It looks like a butt. Tragically tragic.

Whahahahaha, i love my new tag identity; C. Hahahaha, it's funnie when people see it and can't figure who is it. PHANTOM TAGGER. This is so cool =)

Better get back to my biology. Wish me luck. Take care peeps and God Bless!Ciaos~

10:05 PM

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

It's a dandy day today.

Our class girls came up with this 'flea market' thing. Jiale, Liang Tong and Miaw hui brought loads of stuff. Wow. Bought some stuff and i think they're gonna continue with it tml again.

HIGHLIGHT: Yong Hong got BUSTED! It was like.. SUPER HILARIOUS. Whahahahahahaha. Mrs chua came into class and started talking about blogs. She then looked at Yong Hong and all the guys started laughing, as if they knew what was gng on. And i finally found out. He criticised her on his blog and SHE READ IT! Yong hong is in big big big big trouble... whahahahaha. No amazement seriously, cos thar guy always seem to get into some trouble of some sort SOMEHOW. Lol.

Candy, Miaw Hui , Pris and Huda says i can't act. Like everytime i try to be angry, i always end up laughing. So I was trying out different roles today. Ultra funnie. I liked the pussycat DOGS best. Miow ruff miow ruff. whahahahaha. And hey! I can finally act different roles. Just do not tell me to play angry. A smile is plastered on my face whenever i try to do that.

Okie, i better go. Take care peeps. Ciaos.

3:19 PM

Sunday, October 09, 2005

It's been three days since i blogged, and as the timespan between each post gets longer, the less i wanna blog. Talk abt lazy people.

And really, it's been like madness these few days. On top of the fact that i have tons to do for the O levels, i have to think abt my first three months and where i'll have to go. And it's a real big bummer cos i have 17 pts. ( yes, it's skyrocketing i know) and i can't really go anywhere. Maybe i should just go the starbucks and sell all those yummy-licious lattes and frappes. Or work at borders! Then, i can read all the books i want.

I'm really confused right now, on what to do, where to go and all. So i'll just pray abt it. And hopefully, what i want is what God thinks it's best for me. If not, i'll just go where He wants me to. ALL SET :)

2:43 PM

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Some things i see happening on the streets really irks me.

It's grandparents carrying children's schoolbags for them. Worse still if the child is above eight. That's really bad.

U go to school to study. And studying is a job of yours. So is carrying ur own bag. Parents often say that the heavy bags are bad for the children's backs. Let alone to grandparents??? Hey!! They have soft bones and are more prone to osteoporosis. Little children running along and playing with their friends, leaving they grandparents to lug they bags for them. The least they should do is to walk and support their grandparents. Really really irksome.

Few days ago, i saw this hunched back grandfather carrying the school bag for a BOY IN SECONDARY SCHOOL. I think that's really shameful. If not humiliating. Your grandfather is out there carrying your own bag when u're sec 1? ridiculous. He should be supporting his grandfather, and he allowed his grandfather to carry his bag. Lucky for him, my friend stopped me before i could go up to the boy and give him a piece of my mind. he deserves it anyway.

Anyway, it's back to work work and more work. O levels are taking a toll on me. Take care peeps. CIAOS.

7:59 PM

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

If i had my way, i would ban child labour.
If i had my way, i would eliminate cannibalism
If i had my way, i would be in Hawaii right now
If i had my way, i would get fantastic results.
If i had my way, i would stop terrorism
If i had my way, no one would die (except the baddies)
If i had my way, i would turn back time
If i had my way, no one would ever need to shed a tear.
If i had my way, there would be no crimes
If i had my way, no one would need to tell a lie.

If only i had my way.

4:00 PM

Sunday, October 02, 2005

I've realized that many times i promise myself that i'll do this and that, it always seems that i never fulfil it. So from now on, i've decided to change.

I'll get a diary, and everyday, i'll think and reflect on what i've did. Any wrong thing i do, or anything which can be further improved, i'll note it down. This way, when i face my mistakes and wrongdoings on paper, it'll make me feel loads worse. And then i'll be more motivated to change.

I think that high up on my list everyday would be laziness. And THIS. I HAVE to change. Yeaps. And it's hard. But i know the feeling would be worth it.

Wowee. It's sunday. Hahahahaha. I'm so happy.

11:34 AM